REKINDLING A LOST PASSION
If I were to change all that I know the thought remained: what if I fail again?
I questioned if the pain and perseverance dedication took was worth the indefinite gain. These factors closed in on me as my driving force to excel became a diminishing dwindling light. Yet, there was a small part of me that couldn’t accept defeat and wasn’t ready to give up. The summer between my Junior and Senior year I made a plan to believe in what I could achieve.
My key focus consisted of reconstructing everything I believed in.
Every practice, every meet, every technical session I treated like my last. Constantly reaffirming my mind “I will become unrecognizable at the end of the season”, the only thing stopping me is myself. I held myself accountable for getting on bigger poles, running longer runs, and pushing my standard higher. I would ensure I left nothing behind, made no excuses, and had only myself to blame if I didn’t reach my goals.